/to do list

to commit petty crimes
and pitty fuck a stranger
who you just thought you knew
"i used to do pit fucks
before i met you"
now you do coke and meth
and round the corner-
death
and christmas

"do you want to keep your unborn child?"
asks the french nurse
and i cant even stand to look at it
its a little red russian fuck
a naked to be whore

got hard in the embassy
made out in the elevator
-wanted to take you there-
the blood on the wall
my eye witness