done nothin' today
literally
literally
didn't even brush my teeth
not even a shower
didn't go out, only food i managed to make
was a glass of milk
you could call this a vacation
i dont mind
what would this simplemind care about anyways
whole day, wasted
youth
wasted
but that's fine
there's no other beauty
than the urge to get drunk alone
you dont call over a sidehoe
you just sit at the table
alone
drink
as to celebrate the nothing you did
eloquent
facebook fed posts
of my highschool peers
who would explicitly
call me "not friend"
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why should i care
i dont envy any one of you
you railed up your own lives
on your own